its been a pretty good week so far... last night i went to the midnight show of batman! it was a little awkward becuase i went with joes friends (which included jake) and all my friends were there too. joanna and the rest of my friends hate jake for completely understandable reasons and it was hard on me because i was sitting with him.. i dont think anyone is upset with me tho so its all okay. tonight i went out to my favorite restuarant. i only get to go once in a while.. downtown.. so it was good. joes coming over now to watch some old batman movies i think.. were pretty lame -- but its okay!
i cant believe i leave on sunday! thats like -- 4 days away! i cant even believe it. i can have my cell phone there but im still going to be old fashioned and write letters! heres my address!
lauren yanow
84600 47 1/2 street
Decatur, MI
49045
if you want me to write you comment with your address! today i found a song that describes my life and PAST RELATIONSHIP so well its frightening. be sure to check out the lyrics... its crazy!
One more kiss could be the best thing
One more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you’re not something I deserve
In my head there’s only you now
This world falls on me
In this world, there’s real and make-believe
This seems real to me
You love me but you don’t know who I am
I’m tore in between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you don’t know who I am
So let me go
Let me go
I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing?
I now know where I’m going through
In my head there’s only you now
This world falls on me
In this world, there’s real and make-believe
This seems real to me
I’m tore in between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you don’t know who I am
So let me go
Just let me go
Let me go
And no matter how hard I try
I can’t escape these things inside
I know, I know
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows
You love me but you don’t know who I am
I’m tore in between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you don’t know who I am
So let me go
Just let me go
You love me but you don’t
You love me but you don’t
You love me but you don’t know who I am
You love me but you don’t
You love me but you don’t
You love me but you don’t know me
-- let me go, 3 doors down