At least its not my knife
I called my cousellor cause was feeling really down but did she help me? not at all - for gods sake I hate her
Before anyone read this journal please try to understand that I do not actually hate people sooo much - I say things when I am angry and with this being my journal I can say whatever the hell I pleases
Today people were rather cold to me and it got me really down and instead of going and pulling out that old razor I pulled out some pot and got myself feeling better - not the best solution but still better than cutting
Cotten wasn't at school today and I found incredibly difficult knowing that if I was upset (and I really was) that I couldn't go to her - and I did go to the room - she said I could and I could talk to any of the teachers - but they weren't very nice - maybe I read to much into it - but they didn't seem like they wanted me there
arghhhh - to feel wanted
hmmm
Before anyone read this journal please try to understand that I do not actually hate people sooo much - I say things when I am angry and with this being my journal I can say whatever the hell I pleases
Today people were rather cold to me and it got me really down and instead of going and pulling out that old razor I pulled out some pot and got myself feeling better - not the best solution but still better than cutting
Cotten wasn't at school today and I found incredibly difficult knowing that if I was upset (and I really was) that I couldn't go to her - and I did go to the room - she said I could and I could talk to any of the teachers - but they weren't very nice - maybe I read to much into it - but they didn't seem like they wanted me there
arghhhh - to feel wanted
hmmm