Missing you guys...
I really miss this community and all the Callica goodness here. I miss writing Callica too.. I sometimes read fiction posted on LJ and desperately want to write again, but i know i can't take the time to do so.
I hope everyone's doing fine, i still care a lot even though i can't always read.
As for me, i'm really stressed and have SO much on my plate. There's an anatomy test every other Saturday, and so far i've had to have retakes on all of them. Although around 60% fail, it still doesn't feel good to fail. The next one, lower limb, i desperately want to pass. So my days are mostly anatomy. And missing having somebody.
I'm so lonely and see couples everywhere. It's not very easy as a gay girl to find someone here in Poland, as we're a small community of Scandinavian people and most Polish people here don't see being gay as an option. So i gotta look in the small pool of Scandinavian people at school. Not very easy, since most people are straight. Like the girl i have a crush on. Sigh... Relationshipwise, my life's just not good.
However, although we basically only study, the people here are really nice and i'm making new friends, we're having a good time and i'm laughing a lot, which is good:) I just hope i'll find the missing pieces soon...
I hope everyone's doing fine, i still care a lot even though i can't always read.
As for me, i'm really stressed and have SO much on my plate. There's an anatomy test every other Saturday, and so far i've had to have retakes on all of them. Although around 60% fail, it still doesn't feel good to fail. The next one, lower limb, i desperately want to pass. So my days are mostly anatomy. And missing having somebody.
I'm so lonely and see couples everywhere. It's not very easy as a gay girl to find someone here in Poland, as we're a small community of Scandinavian people and most Polish people here don't see being gay as an option. So i gotta look in the small pool of Scandinavian people at school. Not very easy, since most people are straight. Like the girl i have a crush on. Sigh... Relationshipwise, my life's just not good.
However, although we basically only study, the people here are really nice and i'm making new friends, we're having a good time and i'm laughing a lot, which is good:) I just hope i'll find the missing pieces soon...