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Ive had these dreams....These reaccuring dreams of self injury. Its almost too real...almost too scary. ive thought alot about it. alot about hurting . I havent had time to really sit and think about it lately. I havent seen Kelli much lately either. nor many of my other friends. I barely touch my email. which says alot. I live in this same crazy world day after day waiting and hoping that it will all change....maybe into something new...maybe into something bad....something more hurtful..something more familiar to me.