amazement

[i_see_blood]

I amaze myself on a daily basis..but lately its been def. different. I can be depressed for weeks and then on the whim of my brain I can be happy about nothing. I dont understand this. Its freaking retarted. Why cant I just be normal....It gets on my nerves..

I need to go get more liqour. Im out almost. I will as soon as I feel like it. I love Jack Daniels. yummm

I am drifting..slowly away.....