DEAR SOCIETY: fuck off.

[i_rule_you_suck]

so i'm kind of tired of faking myself up in the morning. i'm kind of tired of loading myself with that black, waterproof eyewear and that blemish-busting bullshit. and i'm kind of tired of TRYING to perfect my hair every day. and i'm especially tired of realizing that i NEED to do this to myself

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[your_xwreck]

Paige, I know where you're coming from. I've noticed it before. I hate how everyones fake, how everyone wheres makeup. youve heard me say this many times before. The truth is, no ones completley comfortable with the way they look, and they will do anyting to change it. Its a sucky thing to say, but its the truth. If you didnt wear your makeup randomly one day, someone would probably ask you if you were sick. becuase people are so used to seeing you wear makeup everyday, they forget that its makeup. they only recognize you for who you are now. Also, Paige. I think you are extremley pretty. and you know i mean it. you know i dont just say things like that. whatever i say, i mean. And from what i know, i know the real you. id like to think i know you well enough. I can tell when youre faking something, and i know when you're not. I have to say, I like every single thing about you. You and I have become so close over this year. it feels like its been so much longer. If I had a chance I wouldn't change a single thing about you. Paige, your

[i_rule_you_suck]

you're one of the exceptions. you know me, and sometimes i wish you didnt. but then again, sometimes i wish NOBODy knew me. sometimes i jsut want to erase myself from everybody else. we've gotten so close, and i never want that to change. EVER. we've had this whole "fake" conversation time and time again, so i wont go there. and i know that boys have asked me out and i'm a bitch and i turn them down. the thing is, it seems no WORTHWHILE boys want me. sorry to complain, just sometimes i feel like the last resort for most people.

i'm not looking for people to motivate me or anything, i just want to let it out, you know? and thankyou for everything you said. really, thank you so much.

OH YEAH. and i'm going to be more serious & act smarter. because i guess i come across as being dumb, and i'm really not.

[your_xwreck]

i would hate not to know you.
&you know what we should start
"no makeup monday"

[i_rule_you_suck]

no makeup monday sounds like a great tradition.

i'm so ready for it =]

[i_rule_you_suck]

*and when people look at us funny we can tell them to EFF OFF.

[your_xwreck]

yea, theyll all hate our real faces
FUCKERS<33

[i_rule_you_suck]

our real faces > them. dushbagz.

[your_xwreck]

me, you, sam, meg didnt wear makeup. and bri wore alot less then usual.