DEAR SOCIETY: fuck off.
so i'm kind of tired of faking myself up in the morning. i'm kind of tired of loading myself with that black, waterproof eyewear and that blemish-busting bullshit. and i'm kind of tired of TRYING to perfect my hair every day. and i'm especially tired of realizing that i NEED to do this to myself.
because you see, if one day i decided to be myself, it would be sheer social suicide. and thats the scary part. i don't want people to know me/like me for who i am, i want people to love me for who i pretend to be.
and i forgot to say. i'm really sick of people telling me how PRETTY i am. not that i dislike compliments, but i do dislike liers. because if i was pretty, i think i'd have a boyfriend. don't lie, everybody is shallow, the appearance of somebody is the first thing that gets noticed about them. its not like you can SEE their personality. dipshit.
thank you for your time.
because you see, if one day i decided to be myself, it would be sheer social suicide. and thats the scary part. i don't want people to know me/like me for who i am, i want people to love me for who i pretend to be.
and i forgot to say. i'm really sick of people telling me how PRETTY i am. not that i dislike compliments, but i do dislike liers. because if i was pretty, i think i'd have a boyfriend. don't lie, everybody is shallow, the appearance of somebody is the first thing that gets noticed about them. its not like you can SEE their personality. dipshit.
thank you for your time.