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fate_incomplete June 9 2010, 03:22:34 UTC
OH MY FUCKING GOD V...

You're going to be the death of me. You posted this just in time for my lunch hour so I shut my office door and started reading and was promptly reduced to a sobbing mess on the floor.....arrgghh thanks just what I needed...

No seriously if I had been at home I would have been sobbing uncontrollably. You caught so much of the emotion from this season, from the intense trust between them at the start to the heartbraking coldness in the end. I don't even know what else to say, I can't believe how emotional this epic picspam made me...

5.02 The amulet scene just makes me so wibbly.

The 5.03 ep in general is awesome but the "you are the only one that will help me" and the final scene in the Impala where Dean comforts Cas and tells him to to go find God just breaks my heart so fucking much, but in the good way unlike the end of the season.

Arrgghh The End what can I say about that episode, it was so brillantly done Cas (thanks Misha) just broke my heart with how completly broken and lost he was and how cold future Dean was. What you wrote about this ep just made me want to run away sobbing as well. Don't ever change, I will just adore that line forever.

The end of 5.14 outside the panic room just guts me everytime, it was so thourouly sad, but the way Castiel was there for Dean or trying to be just takes my breath away I can't describe it.

5.16 that final scene where Cas just looks sad and breaks all our hearts OMG I still can't even look at a still of Cas in that scene without getting teary. Just how thoroughly broken and destroyed he was he really had lost everything, and how worthless the amulet was to both him and Dean after everything it symbolised was gut wrenching.

5.18 Where Cas well and truly lost everything as Dean was abandoning him as well. I feel he had every right to bash Dean up in this ep, and sure I felt bad for Dean as he always has so much thorwn at him but this was one time he probably deserved it, but the way he pleaded for Cas to do it and kill him once again broke me to pieces, and the way Cas reacts to it where all his anger leaves him and he just looks like he is left so hollow, this fucking show seriously is out to kill me from heart break.

5.21 the disregard given to Cas who has just become human trying to help them makes me so fucking angry and sad. Won't start on this or I will be grumbling away for hours.

5.22 crap OOC writing there is nothing else to say. There was a couple of nice things in the ep and you're right Misha and Jensen are still saying far more with their epic eye!sexing.

Anyway I think I said that I didn't know what to say but have just rambled on and on, so shutting up now...

...so will just say in conclusion that I want to have babies with this picspam, even if they'd be sad suicidal little babies...

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i_rise_inside June 9 2010, 10:18:54 UTC
Lolol, you rambled. ILU! I told you about the mess I was when I was making this, right? Now you see? :( I cried and flailed and swooned while making this. Im glad you love it so.

The End will always be the best episode on SPN ever! The way it fucks with my brain, the way it makes my heart ache, the way I find myself rambling everytime I talk about it, ugh, there are no words.

I was very conflicted over the alley fight in 518, but I wasnt sad for Dean, I wish I was, but like you, I was on Castiel's side, I thought he was justified. And thank you for noticing Cas after he knocked Dean out, I love how pained and empty he looked. He never wanted it to come to this, one can imagine how bad he must be hurting for him to lash out at Dean like that. :(

The last two episodes let me down so much, I cant even. But yeah, the screencaps seem to be saying something else entirely, thanks to Jensen and Misha.

LMAO, feel free to procreate with this monster. The babies will be depressed and suicidal, but gorgeous. ;)

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fate_incomplete June 9 2010, 10:55:03 UTC
I'm so happy you finished this epicness despite the tears and flailing. Can't tell you how much I love it. If you didn't get it from my rambling this picspam just hit me so fuckikng hard, I'm still all emotional. So yep I'm back for another read. Ahhh Castiel you just break my heart, heal it all, and then break it again...

hee yep poor depressed suicidal babies on the way cause I'm so in love with this picspam it may not quite be legal....

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i_rise_inside June 9 2010, 15:34:38 UTC
Aw, your love for this is making me so happy I have no words. <3 Im glad it moves you so, cuz I put in a lot work and heart into this. I died many times over while I was making this, so Im glad it affects you like it affected me.

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