Jun 19, 2014 21:44
still a little confused and upset but it's okay. not even a baekhyun stan but i just... i just have so many mixed feelings right now? i mean i support him, i want him to be happy, i acknowledge his right to fall in love and chase his own happiness but i'm so confused, i'm so..... i just really don't understand. i mean it honestly all sounds like a fucking conspiracy theory at the moment tbh it seems really fishy.... i mean the circumstances and all.... i don't want to put their relationship down but honestly it just seems very weird to me?? hahah but good job byun baekhyun you little turd you managed to snag the leader of the top girl group in south kr lmao proud of you you lil turd. kkaebsong~~
(still i'm kind of worried for exo... they're only toddlers of 2 years old and already they've had one member leave, and one member get into a dating scandal... and the timing is just really bad lmao i think may/june 2014 has been the most tumultuous of all i mean i feel like i've been through an emotional roller coaster. i was so amused in the morning but in the afternoon i got worried, worried for exo's future, bc they attained fame so fast (like literally just shot to stardom) and now i'm just afraid they'll crash and burn ): i'm really scared tbh. and then in the evening i started getting kinda suspicious about their relationship??? idk)
but i guess what polarlight said is still true: 'our boy's in love and none of that makes us any less proud. that's what support means, that's why this love is unconditional' (': but really really i just hope he's happy, that he'll treat taeyeon well and continue living up to his motto: fearless. and even though i'm not a baek stan, i will still support him & exo, all twelve of them, till the very end (: and yeah it's kind of a blind love but i'm happy to have been able to love them the past year or so (since wolf era). i am happy to have been able to have the chance to get to know these 12 idiots and fall in love with them omg so cheesy but it's really really true. despite all the heartaches and confusion i am still very grateful for it (: thank you exo. and 加油 byun baekhyun, make us proud okay? with you till the end ♥
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