Nov 01, 2005 19:00
MEh. im doing it again. I miss. them. so . much. and today. i was like, hey i should start becoming good freidns with maddie again. and . guess what. shes not...here anymore....i hate it when i dothat. i hate it when i totally forget that someones not htere anymore and then it all comes rushing back. danikas sounds really happy....im happy for her....i miss caitlin tho....i wonder how shes doing,....
i lost 2 fones in less than 2 weeks.....im in DEEP trouble con mi padre....i lost my ap euro book...70 bucks...left my sweatshirt at school...ha. todya just sucked.
this turned out to be a reallky sutpid entry. cuz i dont feel like wirting everything in here. idk. ive been keeping stuff to myslef lately....and im fine with it actually. its not building up or anythign like that and im not about to explode. i just. feel like its better for me to keep it to me. and. idk. not sayign that i cant tell anyone else stuff...but...i just feel like its easier not to. nohting against anyone. i just have trust issues i guess. and dont like dealing with wondering whether or not is gonna tell someone else waht i tell them
later <3