So, that's it? You get to decide everything? I don't get to have a say in it?
It hurts me that you think both you and Rufus were just some sort of projects. You just assume you know how I feel.
Yeah, Shuya is posessive. But don't you think that after all he's lost, he has a right to be?
Saki is not something you deserve. He's a sick, psychopath. And he's dead. No one deserves to be haunted by the dead.
If you'd just trust me properly, maybe we could be like I am with Shuya. But because you're still clinging to Saki I'll never get that chance with you.
I really love you, and this kills me to have to even read this fucking journal!
I made some new memories and I'm going to keep them.
Rufus you thought you loved then realized he was a friend...I trust you and you should know that I can't let him go.
And sure, he has a right to be posessive, but it doesn't stop me from being scared of it!
I can take torture and If you just stopped trying to protect me it could have worked. but you hide me from things because you think I should see or hear it.
Lovers do that, Ryu. Lovers protect eachother. That's how it's supposed to happen.
And I do love Rufus. I love him so much sometimes I can't handle it. But I have forced myself to make it a friendship because I know who he really wants.
You've got no reason to be afraid of Shuya. I know what he's really like, there is NO chance of him ever hurting either of us.
You just mark everyone by Saki's standards.
Oh, and sorry for actually wanting to keep you safe. Next time, I'll remember not to actually care for anyone.
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It hurts me that you think both you and Rufus were just some sort of projects. You just assume you know how I feel.
Yeah, Shuya is posessive. But don't you think that after all he's lost, he has a right to be?
Saki is not something you deserve. He's a sick, psychopath. And he's dead. No one deserves to be haunted by the dead.
If you'd just trust me properly, maybe we could be like I am with Shuya. But because you're still clinging to Saki I'll never get that chance with you.
I really love you, and this kills me to have to even read this fucking journal!
So much for wanting to make new memories.
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Rufus you thought you loved then realized he was a friend...I trust you and you should know that I can't let him go.
And sure, he has a right to be posessive, but it doesn't stop me from being scared of it!
I can take torture and If you just stopped trying to protect me it could have worked. but you hide me from things because you think I should see or hear it.
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And I do love Rufus. I love him so much sometimes I can't handle it. But I have forced myself to make it a friendship because I know who he really wants.
You've got no reason to be afraid of Shuya. I know what he's really like, there is NO chance of him ever hurting either of us.
You just mark everyone by Saki's standards.
Oh, and sorry for actually wanting to keep you safe. Next time, I'll remember not to actually care for anyone.
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I wasn't given the chance to learn anything else. I need learn things and you just hide me from them.
I see Saki everywhere because Saki was all I could see, when something happens I think back on what I remember as to how to deal with it.
And it's only Saki.
How do you expect me to react when I only have one experiance in life?
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