Sono, I think...

[i_need_sanity]

If there's one thing I know how to do, it's apologise.

I'm sorry Sono, I love you so much, but I know now that you love me in a different way.  I'm like a different version of Rufus, A project almost and I can't do this.

I know this will hurt you and it kills me to say it...

But I can't be with you anymore.  Shuya's Jealousy scares me, and he's as possessive as Saki was with me.  He'd challenged people around me to try and take me.

I'm almost scared of him now because of what he's beginning to follow after, I feel like the longer I'm with you the more like Saki he'll become, I'm afraid he'll get violent to both of us and hurt you.  You're going to hate reading this, I know.

I'm not supposed to love anyone, I was given my one chance and I killed it.  So I'm not going to do the same thing.

I'm going to ask Tsuzuki to leave Saki with me.

I deserve it.

I'm sorry I couldn't be a proper lover.  I would have enjoyed being the way you were with Shuya, but I can't.

Please be happy with Shuya.