Nov 22, 2004 15:59
*BURB* Sorry 'bout that, this weekend was rather interesting, I went to the speech tournament in Arroyo Grande, SO MUCH FUN! the debate was on friday, and was really long because, i wasn't involved in the debates. The Individual events were on saturday, and wasn't so bad,i never want to give that speech again. Luke Expos was AMAZING! He did this thing about reverse music and satan and stuff like that. It was fun because we all sorta became close because there was no one else to rely on, but it was a blast. I was in the middle of watching a speech and DJ texts me, asking me if i would go to winter formal with him, but i was already going with another guy. DJ told me to tell alex i was going with him, because we were "together" but i told him i was going with alex, and he said (in exact words) "I want you for prom"! This pissed me off,i already get this from mitch and i don't need it from him. DJ is a sweet guy and i love him as a friend, but in the past week, I've been telling him that i DON'T WANT A BF! I DON'T WANT TO BE TIED DOWN IN ANYWAY! But he wouldn't listen he kept hanging out with me and hugging me and not letting me go, and im sorry but after while it got SO ANNOYING...So i had to tell him i lost interest, and it really hurt me because he is such a sweet guy but i cant deal with it. He was really hurt, and i felt bad. You know what really pisses me off, is the fact that all my friends talk crap about each other, i mean they're senoirs, get over it. I hate it because they're all really close to me, and they talk about it to me, and I'm like "this is my friend your talking about" I just hate it!! Well i never got a response from Camilo, i guess that means a BIG FAT NO!! Well I'm going to go now, i love you all!!!