Time to vent
Ok something is really bothering me so i need to update. As you might know, jeff "dumped" me and yesterday i found out he's dating another girl, and i don't know why, but i cried and cried and cried for hours. I was so inlove with him and now that he's gone and moved on, it makes it that much harder for me to move on. He was the 1st guy i was ever in luv with and now he's the 1st guy that broke my heart. And now I'm really starting to miss Camilo and the more i see him, the more i want too go up and hug him. I could tell camilo ANYTHING,and now that i can't i feel like i have no one to talk too. I wish that i could talk to him about this, i really miss him and i miss our friendship, but I'm sure he want nothing to do with me. And for some reason i feel like my friendship with Ashleigh is crumbling, We haven't really hung out (just me and her) in so long, and when we talk at school it's not to meaning full i don't know why! I know it seems like im saying that my life sucks, but its not really like that, it's just it all seems to suck at once, ya know. Hopefully it will get better!