Fallin for You

Aug 27, 2011 21:51

Diary Entry Number 22
It’s been a month since the accident happened but I can still recall that night as if it were only yesterday. It was snowing that day and I was on my way home from a taping. We were passing by a crossroad when we got hit by a truck coming from the left intersection. My side was the one which got knocked up first, everything was happening so fast. Sounds of metal colliding echoed to my ears then everything went blank. According to my doctor I arrived at the hospital on a 50/50 condition. I have broken several ribs due to the impact of the car and truck hitting each other. I have fractured my tibia and fibula, my internal organs due to some miracle was intact. But I was not that lucky. My brain bleed due to the impact and thus I was unconscious for a while. I underwent brain surgery. Clots from my brain where burnt using laser and I was given diuretics to subside edema to prevent the intracranial pressure to go up. After two days of surgery I finally woke up. The first thing I felt was pain, as indescribable amount of it started to go off on my body. Almost every inch of me was telling of the hurt it has undergone. Then due to the pain triggered, a headache quickly followed. I was at lost with what was happening to me and because of the anxiety and all the suffering I felt, I throw up on my bed. That alarmed the nurses and for the first time I saw people and I felt a surge of reassurance that I was going to be okay. When I was finally cleaned Manager hyung finally came in to see me. I felt happy that someone visited. He told me not to worry about anything and just get well as soon as I can. He said that my fans was very affected by what happened and a lot of flowers and cards were sent in the hospital. Tears fell from my eyes as the overwhelming feelings from the support of my fans touched my heart. From that moment I felt human again and that I will survive this trial in my life.

Diary Entry Number 25
I have always believed in love at first sight. That true love and soul mates exist in this world. That happy endings came to those people who truly waited for the right one. Ever since I was a teenager I always felt nervous when I crossed a street, on the subway or in a café waiting for my order only because the possibility of meeting my destiny during those times has crossed my mind. I am a hopeless romantic and still am. Silly but when you think of it love songs make sense because of the lucky ones that have found their other half that brings meaning to their life. I have been single for a while and until recently someone has caught my attention. The first time I saw her was the day that I was brought in back to the hospital to have my therapy session. Due to my fractured lower legs I was in a cast for two months and was not able to move my muscles for some time. I was brought in to have them massaged my legs so I could slowly gain back its muscle tone. She was the nurse who admitted me in the ward and the one who interviewed me about my medical history. Her name was Lee Sungmin. She was petite, has long brown hair, brown doe eyes, a slender nose, a thin pink and pouty lips with a curvy body. She smelled of strawberries from her hair and a lingering scent of vanilla lace as her perfume. Then she spoke and for the first time in my life I have loved someone’s voice much more than I have loved mine. She spoke softly and called out my name. The way my name rolled out of her tongue sent chills up and down my body. Then I did the most unimaginable thing ever. I asked her number. She just looked at me in a funny way and went on with her duties. I felt a huge pang of disappointment drop from my stomach. But then I realized I will not give up that easy, like love stories in movies and soap operas I will claim my love to her until she says yes to me. For the following weeks that I kept coming back to the hospital for my session I never failed to ask her out. And she still answered with the same. “I can’t give you my number.” Does she know how hard it is for me to ask her out? Considering that I was a famous star, the courage to just do it was nerve wracking. Then one day I finally got the reason why she can’t go out with me. She finally had the strength to tell me upfront that she was dating somebody else. And that was the end for me. I thought I will never have a chance with her ever again. I was grieved; I really felt something from meeting her. It felt like she was my destiny. Sometimes I wonder is it just me? Maybe I was just too caught up in my fantasies that I forget the reality of life. I can’t blame her, having a relationship with a famous star isn’t easy. All privacy will be gone, and maybe she was the type of person who wanted a simple life. No complications, no drama just happiness. That day I decided to stop asking her out. I will let her go even if it is hard for me. I hope the time comes when someone will make me happy. For now the longings in my heart can be controlled.

Diary Entry 88
It’s been years since I last saw the woman who made my heart beat. Being the silent person that I am I just immersed myself into work just to forget her. I did movies and lots shows but whenever I was teamed up with some random actress I remember her. I wish it was her instead so I wouldn’t have to act in love. It would just come naturally for me. Anyway I have to go now and get ready I will be performing in one of the plazas at COEX Mall. Maybe I will get lucky. Who knows I have a feeling today will be a great one.

------------------- At the show at the plaza ----------------------

Sungmin’s POV
I would never forget the day he first asked me out. He was still weak then from all that has happened during the accident. He was Cho Kyuhyun, one of the most popular artist of SM Entertainment. I couldn’t say yes and just give him my number. During that time I was in a relationship with someone. That person is Henry, a half Korean half Canadian kid I met during one of my rounds in the pediatric ward. He was watching over his cousin who got the case of the flu. I was the nurse assigned on that room. Long after the talks and the coffee breaks we got together and were happy for many months until he had to go back to Canada due to his parent’s wishes. After healing from my heartache I started to get interested about what was happening to Cho Kyuhyun’s life. I was happy to see that he got better and was doing his best. He was guessed on a lot of shows, became the lead for a couple of movies and had a new album under his belt. But whenever I see him on screen I saw loneliness in his eyes. Hoping against all odds that he is still single I finally decided to see him again and that is why I am here right now.

Kyuhyun’s POV
I psyche myself up as I hear the MC start to the show. Judging from the fans screams a lot of people have turned up to see the event. I hear my name being called and the curtains open exposing me to the fans. I give my smile and they cheer loudly, some were waving their posters of me and I waved back. I started to sing with all my heart and as I close my eyes I imagine that Sungmin is right here in front of me. Giving my soul to the melody as I say the words, then I saw her. I could not believe my eyes so I blinked twice more and when she still stood at the same position I knew she was really there. She looked at me and smiled and for the first time in a long time I felt my heart soar. The overwhelming feeling of joy overtaking every inch of me. Fate has finally spoken and here we are given another chance. From then on I happily did everything for the show and finished it with a heartwarming performance of It’s you. My eyes never left her face as I sang, meaning every word that comes out of me.

Sungmin’s POV
Kyuhyun sang beautifully and chills went up and down my spine as he sang Neorago looking intently into my eyes. I was glad I finally had the courage to do this because now I never want to see him sad again. Seeing his smile and knowing that I was the one who put it there was making my heart skip a beat. I waited as the show finally drew to a close and all the fans quickly went outside to see him. But something inside me told me I had to wait. He’ll come back for me. And after a few minutes one of the staff from his management went towards me and asked me to follow. I did just that and as I went to the secret passage I finally saw him waiting for me with a big smile on his face. I went towards him and took a deep breath and muttered: “I’ve missed you Kyu.” “I’ve missed you a million times more Min. I’ve loved you all this years.” I just looked at him with teary eyes and hugged him close. I was finally home. “I love you too.”

Title: Fallin for you
Author: i_love_sungmin
Pairing: KyuMin
Genre: Romance
Type: Drabble
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: I do not own Super Junior (but I wish I really did)
Summary: Kyuhyun is rising star from SM Entertainment, one unfaithful night he gets into an accident and has to be hospitalized for weeks. There he meets the woman who caught his eye the nurse named Lee Sungmin. Will they end up together or there is someone already holding the key to Sungmin’s heart?  

drabbles, kyumin

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