Keep your mouth shut, keep your guard down. We'll be as thick as thieves.

Apr 20, 2009 21:14

You ever have one of those days where the sound of your own voice becomes annoying even to your own ears? Well that's how my day has been. I can't help that it sounds like a pixie on helium. Strangely enough, my sining voice has sounded quite good. I was tempted to behave like my life was a musical today just to be able to talk without annoying myself, but I think singing about crack and racism would creep my teachers out, not to mention the congresswoman we had in class today.

The songs "Thick as Thieves" has been repeating in loop in my head for the past two days. It reminds me a lot of my little thievish character Vorruna. She's a psychotic little murderer with a much more psychotic brother named Jasper and a mostly unstable family. She's a lot of fun to play with since my friends all play her siblings so it's basically all my friends and me being completely out of our minds to some degree. Actually a lot of songs have been reminding me of her psychotic self. Maybe I'll create a playlist and give people the songs, just because I can. Maybe I'll put it up later once I can gather the lyrics properly.

Would it kill you to breathe easy?
Only 17 miles lay between you and me.
I could make it if I had to.
I don't break easily,
You got my council, thick as thieves.
If there's a crime, we'll keep it secret
For there's only trace amounts left in your blood.

You may be a sinner,
But you may be justified.

Just keep your mouth shut,
Keep your guard up.
I swear I'll make it right.

Will it kill me to breathe?
Not as easy as you think it is.
Between you and me,
I could fake it if I have to.
I don't break easily,
I need your council, thick as thieves.
I have no crime to keep a secret.
It was hers, it was not mine.

Well I may be a sinner,
But it wasn't me this time.

Just keep your mouth shut,
Keep your guard up.
I swear I'll make it right.

Well, listen to yourself,
There is a hemmorage in your mouth.
It won't stop bleeding.
Well, you may be the traitor,
I will hold the smoking gun.
You'll get away clean,
I'll keep your secrets 'til the grave has swallowed me.
And I will never tell a tortured soul there burning by my side,
That I am a sinner,
I am a savior,
I am a lie.

So keep your mouth shut,
Keep your guard up.
I swear I'll make it right.

http://www.4shared.com/file/100515252/910bd65/Dashboard_Confessional_-_Thick_As_Thieves.html

It reminds me a lot of Vorruna. She keeps her mouth shut about the crimes her and her compatriots committ and basically only trusts the bastards of this world. She'd totally take the fall for some rouges that she knows.


I have the strangest relationship with Vorruna and her psychotic self. Just last week I was disturbed at the psychotics that I usually deal with as my characters. They made me feel like I was too much of them and not enough of my self, which is not good given their violent thought processes. And yet just a week later here they are, stablizing me and keeping me from slipping further down into darkness. It's keeping me sane of sort, not sad. I don't know why it works that way.

And now it's thundering outside. I do so love the thunder. I can feel it a bit in my body and it calms me. It makes me feel like I'm part of the rain, not me. It's a good feeling, a clean feeling for now. The rain usually leaves me feeling blanker, which is good. I don't need emotions all the time, they usually jsut get in the way. I'll let the rain clean me and let my characters distract me for now.

rp, nature, insanity, larp, music, fantasy, vorruna

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