Day 2
Of remodeling my coffee table.
I feel like a pro already. =)
Can you say AWKWARD?
I sure can, that's what living with Shawn has become. Oh God, I use to LOVE waiting for him to come home. I couldn't wait. Now I fear it. I get bad butterflies in my stomach.Maybe he's right when he says we are not working out. Maybe I've been lying to myself this entire time thinking that everything will be okay. It's not. I don't think it will be. We are complete opposites. They say opposites attract, but I just don't see it. I wish everything could some how come together and be alright with us. I really would love that. But he is making that very difficult. He hardly talks to me and when he does it feels like hes giving me the cold shoulder. If this keeps going on I will not be able to continue this relationship.
=( depressing
Well on a better note: I can start getting a sex life back if we break up. haha
Oh God I am evil
I feel like a pro already. =)
Can you say AWKWARD?
I sure can, that's what living with Shawn has become. Oh God, I use to LOVE waiting for him to come home. I couldn't wait. Now I fear it. I get bad butterflies in my stomach.Maybe he's right when he says we are not working out. Maybe I've been lying to myself this entire time thinking that everything will be okay. It's not. I don't think it will be. We are complete opposites. They say opposites attract, but I just don't see it. I wish everything could some how come together and be alright with us. I really would love that. But he is making that very difficult. He hardly talks to me and when he does it feels like hes giving me the cold shoulder. If this keeps going on I will not be able to continue this relationship.
=( depressing
Well on a better note: I can start getting a sex life back if we break up. haha
Oh God I am evil