Day 10
First, I just want to say hi to my several new friends from the ontd_merlin friending meme. HI! I've been doing a bunch of stupid memes lately, so if you check that tag you'll learn more than you ever need to know about me.
speaking of memes, time to finish this one!
Day 01: 10 things about you
Day 02: 10 things you love
Day 03: 10 things you hate
Day 04: 10 things you want to say to one person
Day 05: 10 wishes
Day 06: 10 items you can’t live without
Day 07: 10 important people
Day 08: 10 of your favorite songs
Day 09: 10 ways to win your heart
Day 10: Final 10 words
1.Everyone
2.on
3.my
4.f-list
5.is
6.fucking
7.awesome,
8.rock
9.on
10.kids
TADA! the meme is done, thought it took me closer to 20 days. but whatever.
yesterday was the memorial service for my department chair. they tried to keep the mood fairly light, but it was still a pretty sad affair. I nearly lost it when his granddaughter read a passage from the little prince.
I don't cry in front of other people, I just don't. I don't think I have since I was like 13. and I don't know how to deal with other people crying. it's always been one of those things I just can't do. my coworkers, who knew him much better, were hit a lot harder by all of this, and I just felt awkward. I fail at important life moments and being a supportive friend.
also, the next chapter of Heartbreak is stuck in my head and refuses to come out. grrrr. I can see it, I just can't translate it into words at the moment, and it's frustrating. I'm realizing why I've never attempted a multi-chap before, because it's damn hard to keep it going. and people are actually reading it, unlike anything else I've written, so now I don't want to let them down.
GAH. I thought coming to the tea shop would help spark some inspiration, but now I've just had too much tea and I'm starting to get the caffeine shakes.
I think a bubble bath will be my next tactic.
also, I still need to make valentines. I am failing at everything this weekend!
I think this calls for drastic measures:
ROFL. my old roommate and I used to play this whenever one of was feeling whiny or stressed out. time to man up and get shit done!
speaking of memes, time to finish this one!
Day 01: 10 things about you
Day 02: 10 things you love
Day 03: 10 things you hate
Day 04: 10 things you want to say to one person
Day 05: 10 wishes
Day 06: 10 items you can’t live without
Day 07: 10 important people
Day 08: 10 of your favorite songs
Day 09: 10 ways to win your heart
Day 10: Final 10 words
1.Everyone
2.on
3.my
4.f-list
5.is
6.fucking
7.awesome,
8.rock
9.on
10.kids
TADA! the meme is done, thought it took me closer to 20 days. but whatever.
yesterday was the memorial service for my department chair. they tried to keep the mood fairly light, but it was still a pretty sad affair. I nearly lost it when his granddaughter read a passage from the little prince.
I don't cry in front of other people, I just don't. I don't think I have since I was like 13. and I don't know how to deal with other people crying. it's always been one of those things I just can't do. my coworkers, who knew him much better, were hit a lot harder by all of this, and I just felt awkward. I fail at important life moments and being a supportive friend.
also, the next chapter of Heartbreak is stuck in my head and refuses to come out. grrrr. I can see it, I just can't translate it into words at the moment, and it's frustrating. I'm realizing why I've never attempted a multi-chap before, because it's damn hard to keep it going. and people are actually reading it, unlike anything else I've written, so now I don't want to let them down.
GAH. I thought coming to the tea shop would help spark some inspiration, but now I've just had too much tea and I'm starting to get the caffeine shakes.
I think a bubble bath will be my next tactic.
also, I still need to make valentines. I am failing at everything this weekend!
I think this calls for drastic measures:
Click to viewROFL. my old roommate and I used to play this whenever one of was feeling whiny or stressed out. time to man up and get shit done!