Jul 16, 2007 01:14
Just like my subject.. I have changed a lot in the last months, and I have only decided to write about it now. I've been wanting/changing how I viewed life.. I have had so many more philosophical moments and new ways to interpret life.
I have always wanted that rich and well-kept life.. all I want now is more of a simple life. No extravagant house, only a normal house.. not 4 cars that are completely loaded and cost a grip of money. I'm not saying this cause I'm on a path to failure, I've worked hard in school, and it's paying off, I'm still on the path to making a lot of money and I have no intentions of getting off of it. All the money I'm going to make will diverted into other funds, i.e. gigantic mansion or really nice cars. The car I have right now, my Lexus IS 250, is a status symbol, and it is everything not what I don't want at this point of my life. Don't get me wrong, I'm very thankful that my parents bought me it, and how they want the best for me.. but it is a status symbol. I want to simplify my life.
I'm content on having a hike or a walk, taking in nature.. just looking around you and see what this world has to offer. I can be by myself and enjoy the surroundings, and not in the past, I hated being alone. I'm not saying I'm a loner, but it's always great to have those moments alone to reflect. To have a moment of meditation, and talk with God.. to be at peace. To love and live your life.
I love life.. I love my life right now, but I love what my life is changing into. It just may be that I'm maturing, but I am changing for the better.