update..
Wow lst time I was on was the night before I left for Cuernavaca, Mexico.. too much has happened since then
Well.. most of all after reading some of my old entries its pretty funny how much I changed in a year.. haha.. it reminds me of all the good times.
But most of all its my last semester at PCC.. got into UCSD and now Im waitin for USC.. again.. Got into my backup but now Im waitin for the school I put my heart and my everything into. Im so scared this year cause last year I didnt have a really good application, but now that I've done a lot to build my app. up.. Im thinkin I should be good. Im so freaked out, cause as the school year is roundin up, everythin is gettin crammed in and getting more stressful. All I want is USC.. I worked so hard for it, late nights, all nighters, and choosing not to go out to stay home and study instead. To want something so much that your heart is into it also.. This is why I am so nervous/anxious this year. May seem stupid to some people that getting into a University can mean so much to a person, but it means so much to me.. to fufill a dream that I worked so hard for.. to surpass people's expectations.. and to justify (for some people who hate one me) why Im a Trojan fan when I havent even attended the school.
Its all up to God now..
Well.. most of all after reading some of my old entries its pretty funny how much I changed in a year.. haha.. it reminds me of all the good times.
But most of all its my last semester at PCC.. got into UCSD and now Im waitin for USC.. again.. Got into my backup but now Im waitin for the school I put my heart and my everything into. Im so scared this year cause last year I didnt have a really good application, but now that I've done a lot to build my app. up.. Im thinkin I should be good. Im so freaked out, cause as the school year is roundin up, everythin is gettin crammed in and getting more stressful. All I want is USC.. I worked so hard for it, late nights, all nighters, and choosing not to go out to stay home and study instead. To want something so much that your heart is into it also.. This is why I am so nervous/anxious this year. May seem stupid to some people that getting into a University can mean so much to a person, but it means so much to me.. to fufill a dream that I worked so hard for.. to surpass people's expectations.. and to justify (for some people who hate one me) why Im a Trojan fan when I havent even attended the school.
Its all up to God now..