the true meaning of being alive...
I, myself has forgotten the true meaning of being alive. I have lost touch of myself and the others as I pulled myself apart from the world and you. Whenever my journey began to seek one and other to the core of my passion, desire, fulfillment and to grow forevermore. Once I began to hold the grasps, but then I finally realize that I had done it all for wrong reasons. Later, I finally began to lose the grip of myself with endless of mistakes. Still, it is not all lost-- we ensure the connection we have had in our Glory Days-- yes, oh, our so glorious days back when the yesterdays doesn't exist.
New record for me for spilling a cup of grape juice 5 times in 3 days! Wow, am I that amazing-- with that spilling the juice remind me of Blink 182 song, "Adam's Song".
I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest, who'd have known?
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait 'til I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months, I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never step foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait 'til I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
Tara Lynn*~!
portrayalynn.com
New record for me for spilling a cup of grape juice 5 times in 3 days! Wow, am I that amazing-- with that spilling the juice remind me of Blink 182 song, "Adam's Song".
I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest, who'd have known?
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait 'til I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months, I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never step foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait 'til I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
Tara Lynn*~!
portrayalynn.com