Well, things are pretty much normal.    i'm just working and sleeping ( Read more... )

It would seem that my anxiety attack the other nite was justified ( Read more... )

I am dripping sex.

My father was telling me the other day about his friend that he has worked with for the last 20 or so years.

His name is Kurt.

Kurt had a job at Dow, bringing home about $75,000 a year.  I've met him several times, and i know he's a good guy.
Anyway, at Dow Chemical and Dow Corning, they do random drug tests.  EVERYPLACE has "random drug testing" as ( Read more... )

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I am like a twenty dollar bill.

Drifting into and out of lives

So very easily.

Faded and worn thin,

You'd like not to break me

As others have.

But i am like a twenty dollar bill.

It has been awhile since i posted on here ( Read more... )

I hate how whenever something seems to be going really well, something will come along that will undoubtedly be the beginning of the end of it.

when you find that you honestly don't or can't believe anything or anyone around you.

You know you need a break from people althogether when you start feeling like everyone around you is out to betray you somehow after they gain your trust.

Different people whisper different things in my ear. They all contradict.

I need a break.  From everyone.

because i'm getting sick.

Every since i was little, i've had nightmares just before i get sick. 
Strange, i know. If you think about it, tho, it makes sense that my mind would be able to sense when my body is under attack.

I am sitting at the red eye right now. 
I fucking hate it when there is live entertainment here.

There is not enough room, and it ( Read more... )

When i was little, i was without question a lego-maniac. I remember getting new kits and following the directions to a tee. Everything had to be perfectly in accordance with the directions. The four pegged block had to go on top of the 10 pegged block, and be exactly one-two-three peggs over... just like in the diagram. My work was perfection. ... ( Read more... )