i hide very well
underneath all of these thoughts
ill never return

And I try but I'm not convincing,
Your lips they pout and twist and,
I die trying just to keep myself from kissing you.

i want to die
depression is a weird thing
i swear it haunts me

i still feel alive
when i look into your eyes
but i dont know you

lifes taking a turn
i hope it is for the best
i guess we shall see

you know what to do
it seems it was all for not
now cut the loses

im not needed now
i never really mattered
now back to square one

fake security
carelessly kiss these cold lips
i now feel nothing

another sun sets
in the hills of my dark past
tomorrow is new

never really cared
i never said i love you
never was all we had