i'm such an asshole sometimes.
First of all.. i want to say this.
I have an unfortunate tendency to become a complete bitchy asshole to the people that i care about most sometimes. i dont know why i do it... it's not like it's premeditated or anything like that, it just happens. and chances are, most of the time i dont even notice what i'm doing.
so it either takes someone writing about it in one of their journals, or it takes them telling me flat out that i'm being a bitch for me to realize what i'm doing. afterwards, of course, i end up feeling horrible, such as right now... and i try to apologize as much as i can.
which is where i'm at right now. i just want to say that i'm very sorry for the way that i acted, you know who you are. i honestly dont know what got into me and i dont know that you're really as ok with it as you say you are.
so this is my PUBLIC apology (which is also on myspace) just to let you know that no matter how i may be feeling/acting at the time, i dont necessarily mean it. and also that i'm sorry and i love you a lot a lot a lot a lot!!!
I have an unfortunate tendency to become a complete bitchy asshole to the people that i care about most sometimes. i dont know why i do it... it's not like it's premeditated or anything like that, it just happens. and chances are, most of the time i dont even notice what i'm doing.
so it either takes someone writing about it in one of their journals, or it takes them telling me flat out that i'm being a bitch for me to realize what i'm doing. afterwards, of course, i end up feeling horrible, such as right now... and i try to apologize as much as i can.
which is where i'm at right now. i just want to say that i'm very sorry for the way that i acted, you know who you are. i honestly dont know what got into me and i dont know that you're really as ok with it as you say you are.
so this is my PUBLIC apology (which is also on myspace) just to let you know that no matter how i may be feeling/acting at the time, i dont necessarily mean it. and also that i'm sorry and i love you a lot a lot a lot a lot!!!