Jul 11, 2005 22:42
mmmkay. well Myspace is being tricky at the moment... and i seriously have no idear who reads this thing anymore... and since i cant talk much because my mouth is huge still, i'm feeling the need to type.
Here's some things that are on my mind right now:
*I think i'm either quitting livejournal or myspace or both... well at least the writing in it part. b/c it's like... seriously getting on my nerves. and i dont think anyone reads this anymore. the lj fad is almost dead.
*My mouth freaking hurts and i think it might be bleeding again. in which case... grrreat(*rolls eyes*).
ok well those are the two main ones that i just wanted to get out in the open before i start writing this. so i guess i'll just give you a minor update on what's up in my life... with a lot of details in some parts.
So Friday i had my wisdom teeth surgery. yes, yes, it was straight up surgery. thank god i dont remember it because after those drugs wore off, i could tell it would have been painful if i was awake for that. but, they gave me vikadin, or vikodon... however you spell it, i'm sure you all know what i'm talking about. and it is quite the wonder drug. anyhow... the day of the surgery, i guess that would be friday... my darling friend Sarah came over and brought me some very pretty pink roses (my favorite.) i was happy to see her, since i havent seen her or anyone else in a while. and then the next day she called me to see if i wanted to go putt putting with her... of course i didnt b/c i was in too much pain, and with a fat face and all... but it was still nice to hear from her at least. then yesterday i didnt hear from her... but today. oh today. i was out with my mom getting Sonic Milk Shakes(we'll get to the food portion in a bit)and apparently she stopped by while i was gone to bring me a slurpee! So i called her and i was like thank you thank you thank you you're marvelous and whatnot and she came over for like, what... 20 minutes just to talk.
it's things like that, the small things... maybe not the flowers or the slurpees or the things you have to buy..but the parts where she calls to make sure i'm ok and to come talk because she knows how lonely i've been these past four days... it's things like that that make a really good friend. i've been thinking about that a lot lately. and i know that She probably wont ever read this, but oh well. this girl has been there for me for EVERY SINGLE LITTLE THING. even when we were fighting, if she heard something was up she was by my side. and she has been like that since 6th grade. i dont think i have ever had another friend quite like her... in pretty much every way, she's better than my current "best" friend who didnt even call to see how i was. she sent me a text message asking if i was working today because she happened to be there getting food.
you see? all this time i thought this particular person was my super best friend... and i suppose in some ways she is. but definitely, she will never compare to this girl.. Sarah. it's just amazing.
now, dont get the wrong idear here, ... i'm not trying to dog all the rest of you for not calling or visiting.. i probably wouldnt have liked to see anyone either. i'm not sure i really liked seeing sarah... b/c when you're in that much pain you dont want people to see you and you dont want to have to deal with anyone... but, i guess, in other ways, it does kinda suck when only ONE solitary friend out of all the ones that i have checked up to see how i was. Granted, some of you were away during this, but still... ONE person cares about me enough to see how i'm doing.
that's something right there. fo'sho'.
anyhow, i think i'm losing weight or something. b/c since i cant eat anything but like applesauce and basically mush... my figure is getting smaller. I LOVE THIS!! haha
but... well i suppose that's all i have to say. this is pretty long. it's been a while since i've written anything in here this long. but then again... i have nothing else to do.
So, Chrissy, and Michelle, Welcome back from California. hopefully soon we will all get together and do something.. SOON being the key word. i miss you guys.
Sarah... well. yea.
Ryanna... just pretend i'm there blowing a whistle inyour ear. hahahahahhahahaha. i love you all.