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I don't necessarily WANT to post anything in my livejournal today, I just felt compelled to do such because I came across an entry from Ang about how we don't post to lj anymore.
So let's talk about me.
I'm NOT studying abroad next semester- I can't afford it, even if it were to cost the same as MSU. I never looked into getting a work visa, but I imagine it would still be hard to find a job for three months even if it was legal.
I'm doing some soul-searching right now. So far, the results are inconclusive.
I'm stressed about my night job, I don't have a way to get home, and saturday night I worked until FIVE IN THE FUCKING MORNING. oy.
The main things that drive me to finish each day are the people who encourage me no matter what. I'm beginning to realize how often I forget to say thanks.
I've severely cut my sugar intake, and I feel so much fucking better. I took up smoking again though, after I got stressed out.
So there's an (almost) bulleted update of my life as of late. I'm really far behind in schoolwork, and lately haven't had any drive to do anything scholarly. I'm beginning to question my college education again, and I'm thinking that I'll never actually DO anything related to what I've studied in my four years of 'higher mind'edness. I hope everyone out there in Radioland is doing aight, sorry I've been so negligent of most people lately.
Maybe after I brood over my typewriter more I'll be able to write an engaging, readable update for once.
So let's talk about me.
I'm NOT studying abroad next semester- I can't afford it, even if it were to cost the same as MSU. I never looked into getting a work visa, but I imagine it would still be hard to find a job for three months even if it was legal.
I'm doing some soul-searching right now. So far, the results are inconclusive.
I'm stressed about my night job, I don't have a way to get home, and saturday night I worked until FIVE IN THE FUCKING MORNING. oy.
The main things that drive me to finish each day are the people who encourage me no matter what. I'm beginning to realize how often I forget to say thanks.
I've severely cut my sugar intake, and I feel so much fucking better. I took up smoking again though, after I got stressed out.
So there's an (almost) bulleted update of my life as of late. I'm really far behind in schoolwork, and lately haven't had any drive to do anything scholarly. I'm beginning to question my college education again, and I'm thinking that I'll never actually DO anything related to what I've studied in my four years of 'higher mind'edness. I hope everyone out there in Radioland is doing aight, sorry I've been so negligent of most people lately.
Maybe after I brood over my typewriter more I'll be able to write an engaging, readable update for once.