I'm Done
I'm so done with this life. it's no good. Its not cutting it. I'm not happy. So I've got to make a change. I've got to get away. I'm either going to join some sort of military service, go live in peru, or just take my last paycheck and leave. It's not like I'm leaving much behind. My friends will understand. It's not like I'm leaving behind a girl either. I've realized I don't always have someone there for me. I am alone at times in my life. And it seems like anytime I'm alone its always at a time where i really do need somebody's help. I'm sure I could get a one bedroom for a couple hundred down payment. and then find a job within a couple days. maybe i'll be able to make a better life if i just start over. who knows? but anything seems better than this. i'm so tired of being hurt, let down, and being upset. It seems like this past week everything in my life has taken a wrong turn for the worst. Why? What is life trying to do to me? Are you testing me? Well you've got your answer. I failed. I'm not strong enough to take all of this. I'm going to run away from everything. From all my problems. I just don't know how much more i can take. I don't know what else to do.
Somebody..please help...