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So yesterday I came to the conclusion that I have been spending too much time with Diane and because of this I have been analyzing everything and becoming paranoid about getting hurt. This weekend I was so anti-men and I was considering dating girls instead, but honestly I think dating girls would be just as bad. I always end up making every guy out to be a complete creep, but honestly they all are creeps in some way, but that doesn't mean I should obsess over their bad qualities. I was having a lot of fun so why did I start thinking so much? So this is what I was thinking about yesterday. However, I just had an uncomfortable conversation with Patrick. It might have been a fight. I don't like him very much right now, but that's ok because I'll just find someone new. No big deal! I also came to the conclusion that no matter how much I like another guy, I'm still going to be addicted to Harry. When I think about him, I don't know why I like him and I always think I don't like him, but then I see him and all of a sudden I have no self control. I guess there is just something about him that excites me. I don't know, but I'm not like that around anyone else and I'm sure I'm not the only girl he has this effect on.
I'm currently stuck in my house taking care of my grandma. I have been such an asshole lately. I feel like I haven't been helping out as much as I should and I really want to go to Connecticut tomorrow, but I feel bad leaving. So the other night Diane and I went out and we were dancing and these guys kept on trying to dance with us, but unless you're really hot and I like you, I'm not going to let you rub up against me. That's just my style. I kept on making Diane move around with me, but everywhere I went there was some guy trying to dance with me. I was so repulsed so I went and sat down and Diane followed me and she was giving me a lap dance and some idiot came up behind her and started dancing with her. Then he was trying to get me up and I was like no thank you and then he was trying to fix me up with different guys to dance with and I told him I needed a drink and left. Well apparently when I left him and Diane were dancing and I guess he was kissing her neck because she has a huge hicky on her neck. It's so gross. Her ass also hurts from giving me a lap dance. So now when she sees Anderson tomorrow she has to tell him that I gave her a hicky and she can't have sex with him because her ass hurts from giving me a lap dance. I'm so not going to be allowed to hang out with Diane anymore.
Ok I'm talking to Patrick now...I think he wants to make up or something. I hate men!!
I'm currently stuck in my house taking care of my grandma. I have been such an asshole lately. I feel like I haven't been helping out as much as I should and I really want to go to Connecticut tomorrow, but I feel bad leaving. So the other night Diane and I went out and we were dancing and these guys kept on trying to dance with us, but unless you're really hot and I like you, I'm not going to let you rub up against me. That's just my style. I kept on making Diane move around with me, but everywhere I went there was some guy trying to dance with me. I was so repulsed so I went and sat down and Diane followed me and she was giving me a lap dance and some idiot came up behind her and started dancing with her. Then he was trying to get me up and I was like no thank you and then he was trying to fix me up with different guys to dance with and I told him I needed a drink and left. Well apparently when I left him and Diane were dancing and I guess he was kissing her neck because she has a huge hicky on her neck. It's so gross. Her ass also hurts from giving me a lap dance. So now when she sees Anderson tomorrow she has to tell him that I gave her a hicky and she can't have sex with him because her ass hurts from giving me a lap dance. I'm so not going to be allowed to hang out with Diane anymore.
Ok I'm talking to Patrick now...I think he wants to make up or something. I hate men!!