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so yesterday was..fun.
i'm online after school and nikki, charles, jeff, and..who else?..ehh..some random person or another IMs me, i was talking to them, but then jen's on (yeah, hot jen) and she didn't IM me..
so then i got booted and i'm sitting around, playing with my hair and the phone rings, so i go in this mad rush to get the phone. didn't get it in time, check the caller ID, and see that jenny called! so i call her back, and she goes, 'i'm picking you up now. we're going to get my check cashed and then we're going to hang out.' i'm like, 'yayy jennayyy!' i was like, freaking. when was the last time i really even talked to her, yet seen her? online a few days ago, but seen her,..ohgod, must've been the movies months/months ago..
so i freaked and called charles, who was the only one talking to me right before i got booted..he said she came into bk three/four nights ago and 'wow, did she get hot'..and !! was he not kidding. i saw her car outside and like, creamed myself haha as i opened the door.
wooo-hoooo.
i wish i took pictures, that's all i have to say. i was like, entranced.
so we went up to her work, got her check, then didn't have enough time to go to the mall so we just went to my work, effed around there, got her check cashed, went back and was talking to my boss. after jen left my boss goes, 'yeah, i reallllly like her!'..and whoever knows jen knows how absolutely amazing she is. :)
but anyways, i got sad after she left my work. i don't know..too much to explain, not enough words to describe myself and my feelings/emotions..
she's moving to philly in january with her friend so she can go to some sort of art school there..i'm going to bawl my eyes out. sure, up until yesterday, we were barely even seeing each other, but i just enjoyed the thought of knowing she was just like, fifteen minutes away from me, and now..well, in january..
i'm going to cry.
tonight, eric's friend kyle wants to go see some weird movie up at cinemark, and eric won't go without me, so now that eric gets someone to go with, i called jen on the way home, but i think she's at work, and gets out at nine/nine-thirtyish. that's alright, that's the same time kyle gets out from pacsun. hahahahhaha, eric can get a job up at pacsun. eric's other friend chris works up there too as well, and..i don't know. his friends are kooky. but whatever..
h'fully, i'll be going up there; i think my mom's actually going to let me stay out til like, twelveish, when my curfew's like, 11-11:30..but i don't know who'll be driving if we all do go, eric, kyle, or jen? of course not me, because we all know how big of a loser i am haha.
so, before i depart, my journey towards a brand-new car's coming closer..(remember my parents said if i get good grades i'd get a car? well, maybe not brand-new, used; but anything's better than that '64 chevy impalla in the garage, even though that car will be KICK-ASS when my dad's done refinishing it), well anyways, on my first two tests today, i was late for different classes because i went back to their class and made them correct my tests. a ninety-four and a hundred, i must say. when was the last time i got grades like that? holy sheet. new car, here i come!
i'm going to go call..somebody. i don't know. i think people are avoiding me..like YOU, charles.
ohyeah. today at lunch me, him and meliss got into this big argument, then she storms off, but shortly comes back saying 'thanks for picking his side.' like, what the eff..how many times have i updated in this goddamned thing saying 'it's so hard to remain neutral?' HUH?! tons, i must say. okay, maybe just two/three times, but that's enough.
and it is hard to remain neutral. i don't want to pick sides. they're like, two of my best friends i have ever had, and i'm not going to pick one over the other..
butyeah, i think meliss's still mad at me, i didn't get to my locker at the end of the day. charles might be too, as well. i don't know, i'm going to call one of 'em. or both.
this was a long enough effin' update. later.
i'm online after school and nikki, charles, jeff, and..who else?..ehh..some random person or another IMs me, i was talking to them, but then jen's on (yeah, hot jen) and she didn't IM me..
so then i got booted and i'm sitting around, playing with my hair and the phone rings, so i go in this mad rush to get the phone. didn't get it in time, check the caller ID, and see that jenny called! so i call her back, and she goes, 'i'm picking you up now. we're going to get my check cashed and then we're going to hang out.' i'm like, 'yayy jennayyy!' i was like, freaking. when was the last time i really even talked to her, yet seen her? online a few days ago, but seen her,..ohgod, must've been the movies months/months ago..
so i freaked and called charles, who was the only one talking to me right before i got booted..he said she came into bk three/four nights ago and 'wow, did she get hot'..and !! was he not kidding. i saw her car outside and like, creamed myself haha as i opened the door.
wooo-hoooo.
i wish i took pictures, that's all i have to say. i was like, entranced.
so we went up to her work, got her check, then didn't have enough time to go to the mall so we just went to my work, effed around there, got her check cashed, went back and was talking to my boss. after jen left my boss goes, 'yeah, i reallllly like her!'..and whoever knows jen knows how absolutely amazing she is. :)
but anyways, i got sad after she left my work. i don't know..too much to explain, not enough words to describe myself and my feelings/emotions..
she's moving to philly in january with her friend so she can go to some sort of art school there..i'm going to bawl my eyes out. sure, up until yesterday, we were barely even seeing each other, but i just enjoyed the thought of knowing she was just like, fifteen minutes away from me, and now..well, in january..
i'm going to cry.
tonight, eric's friend kyle wants to go see some weird movie up at cinemark, and eric won't go without me, so now that eric gets someone to go with, i called jen on the way home, but i think she's at work, and gets out at nine/nine-thirtyish. that's alright, that's the same time kyle gets out from pacsun. hahahahhaha, eric can get a job up at pacsun. eric's other friend chris works up there too as well, and..i don't know. his friends are kooky. but whatever..
h'fully, i'll be going up there; i think my mom's actually going to let me stay out til like, twelveish, when my curfew's like, 11-11:30..but i don't know who'll be driving if we all do go, eric, kyle, or jen? of course not me, because we all know how big of a loser i am haha.
so, before i depart, my journey towards a brand-new car's coming closer..(remember my parents said if i get good grades i'd get a car? well, maybe not brand-new, used; but anything's better than that '64 chevy impalla in the garage, even though that car will be KICK-ASS when my dad's done refinishing it), well anyways, on my first two tests today, i was late for different classes because i went back to their class and made them correct my tests. a ninety-four and a hundred, i must say. when was the last time i got grades like that? holy sheet. new car, here i come!
i'm going to go call..somebody. i don't know. i think people are avoiding me..like YOU, charles.
ohyeah. today at lunch me, him and meliss got into this big argument, then she storms off, but shortly comes back saying 'thanks for picking his side.' like, what the eff..how many times have i updated in this goddamned thing saying 'it's so hard to remain neutral?' HUH?! tons, i must say. okay, maybe just two/three times, but that's enough.
and it is hard to remain neutral. i don't want to pick sides. they're like, two of my best friends i have ever had, and i'm not going to pick one over the other..
butyeah, i think meliss's still mad at me, i didn't get to my locker at the end of the day. charles might be too, as well. i don't know, i'm going to call one of 'em. or both.
this was a long enough effin' update. later.