Boredom
so Im sitting here doing laundry. doing laundry sucks, because youre forced to just sit and do nothing for a couple hours. it makes you think about shit more, which I really dont like doing. my mind is filled with nuclear power bullshit, on top of all the other bullshit. I have a physics test tuesday, which wont be very much fun. I might not be coming straight home anymore, either. I may be hanging out in buffalo for a day or two, because I might be giving one of my friends a ride there. we'll see though. I dont think Im missing much in the old southgate anyways. I know Im going to see lindsey there, and I keep hearing that she plans on hanging out, but I dont know. we dont really talk much. I dont know if it would be good or bad if we hung out. I miss her. a lot. but its not that much different because I didnt see her anyways, we just dont talk anymore. so if I see her, I think things would probably get pretty weird. my dad was pretty upset we broke up. I dont know if my mom knows yet. I bet her parents were happy. I dont know. Im gonna go throw my shit in the dryer now.......................................................................... ok, Im back now. I only have 4 months left here in charleston, then Im goin up to new york. new york should be more fun, because Ill be living with a bunch of my friends from here, with less rules. we are going to cram as many guys as we can into a rented house, so we can save lots of money. it will be a good time, especially when I turn 21. 9 months. I hear people buy you shit if you wear your uniform at home, so I think I might try that out. Im probably gonna travel in my blues, in case I get pulled over. I hear it works. less than 2 weeks. cant wait. not so much so I can come home, but because I get a break from school. school is hard. sleeping is much easier. Im leaving now