all this shit sucks
so I am so very confused right now. I dont know what to think. I remember the way I felt 5 minutes into the conversation when she dumped me, when she was telling me reasons why I needed a different kind of girl, but now I feel like shes asking me to wait around for something that might never happen. I dont know what to think or do anymore. I guess the best thing I can do is just try not to worry about it and focus on my school here, because that would probably help my grades a bit.Im gonna eat some pudding. ok, back now. I just wish I knew exactly what she wanted. it seems to me like she wanted to break up, then changed her mind and decided it would only be for a little while, and I dont understand why people would break up with the intention of getting back together. it just doesnt make sense to me. but Im gonna go to the movies now, bu-bye