its poop again
so here I go again on my own....goin down the only road Ive ever known. so I have internet again, so thats nice. ct is treatin me like shit (ct means connecticut, not cement truck) I havent talked to anyone except nicole in a really long time. oh well. I guess I have everyones phone number, and if people felt like talking to me too, they have mine, too. but anyways, Ive been whore-ing it up lately. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if I were still home. if I had never left for the navy, what would my life be like? I think I would be a worthless piece of shit, kinda like I am right now, but more drastic. I doubt id be back in school. Id probably be driving a 93 dodge shadow. probably the same one. shitty job, shitty home. probably still be with lindsey, well, maybe not on that one...at least I hope not. I mean, shes a good person and all, but I dont think that could have ever worked. and nicole just visited me this weekend. I dont think she had a very good time. she said she was sick the whole time, but I dont really believe it. shes talking to some new guy, which is blah.... one day Ill want a girlfriend, but not anytime soon. I thoroughly enjoy being a manslut. but Im off now. Ill talk to you later