I am so stupid....
Honestly... I know what I'm doing is wrong. But fuck! Im so confused and so in love with me. I hate this.
I was doing sooo well today.. i didn't see him once at all. and bam... I get an email just an hour ago or so. Since we have a half day tomorow was plannign to chill w edina.. but Im gona end up working on this project with him. and I will work on it.. I wont be stupid... I need to get this done. But urghh I mean, why! why! why! fuckkk. Im so confused and messed up right now. I shouldn't be.. he's taken.. but urghh! i dont know.. w.e! Ill jsut work on the project for an hr or 2... then leave. no big deal right?.. well hopefully. I've been working so hard since i got home on these stupid projects due. gosh I hate school. Well, Im off i got calculus tutoring.. yeay:S...
I was doing sooo well today.. i didn't see him once at all. and bam... I get an email just an hour ago or so. Since we have a half day tomorow was plannign to chill w edina.. but Im gona end up working on this project with him. and I will work on it.. I wont be stupid... I need to get this done. But urghh I mean, why! why! why! fuckkk. Im so confused and messed up right now. I shouldn't be.. he's taken.. but urghh! i dont know.. w.e! Ill jsut work on the project for an hr or 2... then leave. no big deal right?.. well hopefully. I've been working so hard since i got home on these stupid projects due. gosh I hate school. Well, Im off i got calculus tutoring.. yeay:S...