the moral of the story

[i_gots_one_too]

i have issues.

sitting here with tears raping the side of my cheeks. the salty taste that caresses my lips. i finally have come to realize that everything that has happened is because of me.

i dont let myself move on because im afraid to except certain things within myself that i was tooo afraid to do before.

we are put on this earth to question. but what happens when you question the question?

HOW? that was my flaw. i always asked how instead of why......

how?

i use to be someone better then who i turned into. i use to love and trust. i use to cry. i use to breathe.

now im just numb. im numb to everything around me. afraid to feel and touch.afraid to smile. afraid to laugh. afraid to accept.

afraid to live.

im ready now. i finally am ok with the good the bad and the ugly.im ready now.

thank you to all those people that have led me here.