wish you were there
When you have a baby and care for it and develop it for 6 years, you feel a sense of fatherhood on top of responsibility. But when a time comes that your creation is goin in the wrong direction, your first reaction would be to say something. Unfortuntately, this father didnt and it carried for a good 2 years. What a bad father i am for letting this go on for so long...oh well. Now that weve departed, i havent heard from anyone, ive thrown an email or a call here or there but nothing has commenced although i dont feel sad about it one bit. I love them all and hate one of them but love him at the same time, its one of those kind of love/hate relationships, they always happen. I really dont know what to say since i havent heard anything in over 2 weeks so ill just say that ive been working on my solo shit and have 8 songs together and im leaving for phoenix for 2 weeks to work with my bro dennis who will pre-produce what i have and well make my songs solid as hell and ill come back with a killer cd. From there, ill prolly hit my ol producer grant and see what he thinks and go from there. who knows what the future holds fuckers, i just want to play music and find a woman who i can fall in love with...