I guess maybe people don't take me seriously
I'm getting really antsy about Sunday. Like, I'm really just convinced I should stay up all night cleaning, and then sleep until 4:00, then go to work. Just so I don't have to deal with Saturday.
I want to say that I'm beyond excited, but I'm not sure that I can. That's not to say I'm not excited, but it is not my main emotion right now. I'm beyond scared, I think. I'm moreso scared of what happens after Thursday. I'm afraid we're going to hit it off, and I'm going to have to decide--or, worse, he is--that we're not going to be able to have a relationship based on our distance. Which, for the record, is 1217 miles. Nineteen hours driving. And, as I do not know exact details, about five hours by plane. We'll have to talk about it.
And on a slightly different note.
I was doing some serious thinking over tea this morning. And, I mean... philosophy... meaning of life kind of thinking. It was kind of sparked by something that a friend said, about having soulmates. Only, it's more the idea that you don't have a soulmate, but many. I mean, as far as I know, it only counts for people that have souls, and I sold mine Final Sale, with a damaged discount. Had a big ol' scratch all down the front of it.
Regardless, I'm wondering how y'all felt about that idea. Do you think that people have numerous soulmates, or any at all? Have you ever felt a connection with someone so strong that you immediately pictured yourself being with said person for an extended period of time, time filled with happiness and bountiful memories?
That's why I hate my life. I think about stupid shit.
Oh, and... Anyone know why my earrings tarnished?
I should go clean. But...
I want to say that I'm beyond excited, but I'm not sure that I can. That's not to say I'm not excited, but it is not my main emotion right now. I'm beyond scared, I think. I'm moreso scared of what happens after Thursday. I'm afraid we're going to hit it off, and I'm going to have to decide--or, worse, he is--that we're not going to be able to have a relationship based on our distance. Which, for the record, is 1217 miles. Nineteen hours driving. And, as I do not know exact details, about five hours by plane. We'll have to talk about it.
And on a slightly different note.
I was doing some serious thinking over tea this morning. And, I mean... philosophy... meaning of life kind of thinking. It was kind of sparked by something that a friend said, about having soulmates. Only, it's more the idea that you don't have a soulmate, but many. I mean, as far as I know, it only counts for people that have souls, and I sold mine Final Sale, with a damaged discount. Had a big ol' scratch all down the front of it.
Regardless, I'm wondering how y'all felt about that idea. Do you think that people have numerous soulmates, or any at all? Have you ever felt a connection with someone so strong that you immediately pictured yourself being with said person for an extended period of time, time filled with happiness and bountiful memories?
That's why I hate my life. I think about stupid shit.
Oh, and... Anyone know why my earrings tarnished?
I should go clean. But...