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im confused right now about a lot...i went to the hospital tonight because i have had a lump on my back for soooo fucking long and i got sick of it being there with me not knowing what it is so when i went the doctor looked at everything and then told me i have a tumor of some sort and that he would not be able to figure out if it is cancerous or not until i got an MRI done...so now im stuck here wondering what the fuck im supposed to do about all of this and im just fucking scared shitless and confused...if its cancerous what the fuck am i supposed to do? i cant deal with that shit im only fucking 18 years old...plus i know this is the last thing i need to be worrying about but i have a tattoo on my lower back if that gets removed i hope it doesnt ruin the tattoo cuz ill be a lil bummed about that too cuz i love that tattoo but man o man am i scared i dont think im gonna go to work tomorrow im fucking wicked upset with dealing with the fact that im 18 years old with a fucking tumor and how the fuck did i end up with the fucking thing is beyond me...but im gonna get going now so i will keep this bitch updated...goodnight