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So I came home from hanging out with pyro and petite pom pom and my dad told me that my piano teacher (who's pretty old) won't be able to teach me this year because she has liver problems and has to be put on a machine to clean out her blood system or something like that. It's not even that she was a phenomenal teacher, but she just listened and offered advice and that's all I needed. It's just sad that I only had one year left and I can't even take lessons from her anymore.
Another thing I realized is that I can't hold grudges. But those words ney and I live by are "forgive but don't forget." I just can't bring myself to forgive this certain person after all the shit that's happened because I don't want her to think she can do it again. How much is too much when it comes to forgiving? And she attempted to make things better I just didn't reciprocate it. Now I feel like shit.
First time in 6 years without my piano teacher and first time in 6 years without my old best friend.
What's a girl to do.
Another thing I realized is that I can't hold grudges. But those words ney and I live by are "forgive but don't forget." I just can't bring myself to forgive this certain person after all the shit that's happened because I don't want her to think she can do it again. How much is too much when it comes to forgiving? And she attempted to make things better I just didn't reciprocate it. Now I feel like shit.
First time in 6 years without my piano teacher and first time in 6 years without my old best friend.
What's a girl to do.