a little explanation
i explained to him that things were just not working and i have tried so hard to keep it going and if we kept forcing it to happen that we might not be able to maintain a friendship or the possibility of a future. i have this feeling he wanted me to be the one to end it so once again im the bad guy. ive already established that role in our relationship, so i might as well keep it up. i invited him to my dads on friday to hang out with the fam and set off fireworks and he bailed and didnt call me all night and somehow turned it around on me that i was the one that didnt communicate with him about what i was doing that night and he didnt know if he should call and stuff. its stuff like that that makes me think he really just wants to be portrayed as the victim. i know he doesnt mean it in a rude way, but it comes off as a little selfish. i love him, and i see him in the future....so what am i doing? i dont know. :( im so confused.