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God why...
Why cant you just notice me... come over to me... congradulate me... it made me happy to be noticed... by one... but why didnt you... all these years mean nothing to you nemore... tell me... please please tell me... so i cant just give it up. I dont want to lose you but if you are going to push me away like this then please just tell me to get over it and leave you alone. Sure it will hurt and ill probably cry and get sick and things but its better than not knowing weither or not you still want me as your friend. Ive known you since i was young but you still push me away again. And huddle around others... maybe i just let myself get close to you to much... and you just didnt want me... so you thought you would try. But your bored of me now...
I hate this... everyones leaveing me... everyone... why... please come back to me... Im not doing something next year because i dont think that it would be a good idea to put myself threw this again... im done... if i keep going ill just start to cry... please dont leave me my friends please...
Why cant you just notice me... come over to me... congradulate me... it made me happy to be noticed... by one... but why didnt you... all these years mean nothing to you nemore... tell me... please please tell me... so i cant just give it up. I dont want to lose you but if you are going to push me away like this then please just tell me to get over it and leave you alone. Sure it will hurt and ill probably cry and get sick and things but its better than not knowing weither or not you still want me as your friend. Ive known you since i was young but you still push me away again. And huddle around others... maybe i just let myself get close to you to much... and you just didnt want me... so you thought you would try. But your bored of me now...
I hate this... everyones leaveing me... everyone... why... please come back to me... Im not doing something next year because i dont think that it would be a good idea to put myself threw this again... im done... if i keep going ill just start to cry... please dont leave me my friends please...