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Forever I cry...
Like a little child lost in the woods...
Forever I wish...
Like a little child going to bed...
Forever my love is never returned...
Forever I cant tell you how long...
I wish for forever...
I wish for the end...
Do you really love me...
Or is it just pretend...
Please tell me what you think of me...
Tell me that you care...
Or at least tell me to give up...
Cause its just not fair...
You say you love me...
You say you care...
You show you do too...
But then you show that you dont...
They feed off of my fears...
Tell me things true or not...
And I believe them...
And I cant stop them...
The tears come again...
Im crying again...
Save me from the pain...
I miss you so bad...
But I dont know if you miss me too...
It seems like you could...
But you just sit there and act the same...
Like nothing had ever happend...
Like it was all just a dream...
Or was it a nightmare...
I just dont know...
I loved you and still do...
I missed you and still do...
Even though ive told myself that I dont...
That i wont...
I do...
It hurts when i see you...
But at the same time its great...
Im crying inside of joy...
But on the outside you cant tell...
How much i have thought of you...
How much i love you...
How much i wish more than nethign that you were here...
I did something nice for you...
You still dont know...
I told them to do it...
So that i knew youed be ok...
You told me how happy you were...
But you didnt know that i was the one...
Who wanted to make you smile...
But thats ok...
Because i love you so much...
I dont care if you ever find out...
Just how much i care for you...
But I put up that big wall so you cannot see it...
And you havent yet...
So Ive done it right...
You need never know...
What i did for you that day...
But im so glad it worked...
It made you smile...
Which makes me smile right now...
And as i type out these words...
That are in my brain...
Tears stream down my checks...
But im smileing with no sign of saddness...
So if one day you do find out...
Just look at me and smile...
Because all i ever wanted and want for you...
Is to see you smile.
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There you have it... randomness flowing from my brain to the keyboard... i wish i knew just what it meant. I know what i means as in whats going on... but theres some emotion that i dont understand involed. I think its just love... unconditional and true. The love of a sister. Which everyone sees me as. So for now I must be off... ill be back to wirte somemore thanks for reading if you did.
Love
Inocent Angel Of Love
Like a little child lost in the woods...
Forever I wish...
Like a little child going to bed...
Forever my love is never returned...
Forever I cant tell you how long...
I wish for forever...
I wish for the end...
Do you really love me...
Or is it just pretend...
Please tell me what you think of me...
Tell me that you care...
Or at least tell me to give up...
Cause its just not fair...
You say you love me...
You say you care...
You show you do too...
But then you show that you dont...
They feed off of my fears...
Tell me things true or not...
And I believe them...
And I cant stop them...
The tears come again...
Im crying again...
Save me from the pain...
I miss you so bad...
But I dont know if you miss me too...
It seems like you could...
But you just sit there and act the same...
Like nothing had ever happend...
Like it was all just a dream...
Or was it a nightmare...
I just dont know...
I loved you and still do...
I missed you and still do...
Even though ive told myself that I dont...
That i wont...
I do...
It hurts when i see you...
But at the same time its great...
Im crying inside of joy...
But on the outside you cant tell...
How much i have thought of you...
How much i love you...
How much i wish more than nethign that you were here...
I did something nice for you...
You still dont know...
I told them to do it...
So that i knew youed be ok...
You told me how happy you were...
But you didnt know that i was the one...
Who wanted to make you smile...
But thats ok...
Because i love you so much...
I dont care if you ever find out...
Just how much i care for you...
But I put up that big wall so you cannot see it...
And you havent yet...
So Ive done it right...
You need never know...
What i did for you that day...
But im so glad it worked...
It made you smile...
Which makes me smile right now...
And as i type out these words...
That are in my brain...
Tears stream down my checks...
But im smileing with no sign of saddness...
So if one day you do find out...
Just look at me and smile...
Because all i ever wanted and want for you...
Is to see you smile.
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There you have it... randomness flowing from my brain to the keyboard... i wish i knew just what it meant. I know what i means as in whats going on... but theres some emotion that i dont understand involed. I think its just love... unconditional and true. The love of a sister. Which everyone sees me as. So for now I must be off... ill be back to wirte somemore thanks for reading if you did.
Love
Inocent Angel Of Love