Dec 20, 2005 23:31
well lifes rollercoaster has been going crazy lately. I handed out all but 1 gift and a few cards cause of the crazyness of finding people. so far ive receieved an awsome pocket watch from jim, christine gave me a book of quotes to better my thought process, and erica gave me an ornament that is of a kid playing games. i love my friends, they are the greatest thing i will ever have. today was odd, it just seemed long and sucky, and i was uber tierd. band pissed me off, i was listening to the music and people were talking and being obnoxious... argggg. freshman suck. i still have that girl on my mind, its almost eating away at my heart and my sanity. i still have the show stuck in my head from last nite, 5 days till xmas, i work saturday 3-7, im fearing what lies ahead, dan gives good advice, but i cannot put it to good use cause im a freakin idiot. well bed time if i can get to sleep, goodnight lovely friends, sleep well and i shall see u tomorrow.
Trav
Why is it that movies portray such perfect actions between people, but its never like that in real life with the people u truly care about. why can't this one time, once, could it be perfect, where everything ends up in bliss and happiness. why can't it be perfect, why can't it be with her.