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[i_am_trav]

well, again im sittin here, updating again, cause i have no life lol. today was an interesting day, hilary and i are talking like we were friends again, which is great cause shes an awsome person and i would hate to have lost her as a friend. gym was another case of interestingness too, the crazy kids who always spike let me at the ball a few times today, which was great! o we got reportcards, he he he... well i ended up with three in the c range, nothing bellow c, 2 b's, and 2 a's (the c's were all my hard classes) damn i need to work on that, i dont want it to look shiznitty but im really trying. the rest of the day went by nicely, the pot im workin on in art came out nicely and now im painting another pot to look the same but its bigger and better, (when i say pot i dont mean like the illegal substance im refering to pot as in the thing u put stuff in) i looked foreward to band, and i practiced before and played well during, shawne changed my cellphone back ground from loves lost soul to live life, i changed it again tho, loves lost cause, i think i like that, cause ive tried but have ceased to succeed, its great tho, cause everyone else i know is sooo happy, jeff is now back together with his chick, tony and shawne are like the cutest thing ever, erica and robin are happy and funny as hell, danny crawford and kerri are still going, everyone is doing well, im glad for them, at least someone else can be happy. i came home after band and actually did my homework, cept for 2 problems i totally dont understand. when i was watching the tree lighting in NY on tv, i got thinkin of my friends, and how i want to make a memory to last a lifetime of all of us in ny having the time of our lives being with each other, i really want this to happen, i dont want drama in the way, i dont want stupid problems to between people to interupt this, i want for one day, to spend time with all of my friends in NY going around to see the tree, go to toys r us in times square, see nintendo store, and go to herseys to get some friggin chocolate and have a crazy dinner with all my friends at some great restaraunt or take out place. this is one dream i want to come true, cause ive already lost one dream this year and i dont want to lose another. hopefully i can save up for my new trumpet for after or before christmas. enough of my rants, enough of my crap, vent yours now, goodnight kids, sorry for the long entries the past few nights, there has just been a lot on my mind, a lot, so please dont worry, please dont ask to help, there is nothing anyone can do, i just need to work out these thoughts alone, goodnight and sleep well all you crazy kids.

Trav

P.S. I NEED TO HAVE A FRIGGIN HALO TOURNEY SOMETIME AGAIN! AHHH I MISS THOSE DAYS!