definite better day

[i_am_trav]

well yesterday was a depressing day as u all know, today started off the same way, just awkwardness with hilary, cause im a dork and i still have feelings for her but yeah.... gym kinda made me a weee bit happy cept when i got annialated in the face cause someone threw the ball over the net and i was walking away from it and it just so happened to just nail me dead on in the side of the head. that was funny, well the rest of school was just blahhh, nothing really fun or good. band made me super happy when i talked to g about getting a new trumpet and just trumpet stuff and going to dillons music place and city music center. after school was awsome, i had to run some errands and was going to chill at best buy, i called up jimmy. I went to go pick him up and there was ALEX GALI! after chatting wit alex jim and i shot over to best buy and had an awsome time playing guitar hero and just messin around. he bought the new full metal alchemist dvd, then we went to the mall, we ahd some taco bell and went to fye where i bought army of darkness, great movie. i was lookin for planet smashers but they didn't have them :( i came home and practiced my trumpet and learned the main chord of a song by the planet smashers called surfin in tolino or something, and the tab on horntabs.net some guy wrote was partially wrong, and i corrected him! AND I FELT GOOD! after some more dinner from wendys lol, i watched army of darkness and i put out the garbage and had a talk with the mommy about getting the trumpet. she approved but wanted me to do some more research. today was an over all good day, im feeling better and more happy, the thought of my failure ( i dont care what u people say, it was a failure, but im going to learn from it, thats why we fail) and how my life is going to eventually turn out, i still fear the future and what it may bring. well enough of my ranting, life is improving slightly, and im hoping that i will no longer deal with relationships, they just suck lol, for right now at least, until the end of school and college, no prom for me, no nothing, i just want my good friends, i just want to know that they will be there for me, and i know they will. everyone rocks, Tony, Jim, Christine, Erica, Hil, Shawne, Dan, Jeff, John, Chris, Arthur, and everyone...

"His eyes they closed and his last breathe spoke, he had seen all to be seen, a life once full now an empty vase with the blossoms on his heavy grave, walk away me boy walk away me boy, and by morning we'll be free, wipe that golden tear from your mother dear, and raise whats left of the flag for me" Flogging molly

"if i ever leave this world alive, i'll thank you for the things you did in my life, if i ever leave this world alive i'll come back down and sit beside your feet tonight, whever i am you'll always be more than just a memory, if i ever leave this world alive, if i ever leave this world alive, i'll take on all the sadness that i left behind, if i ever leave this world alive the madness that you feel will soon subside, so in a word dont shed a tear, i'll be here when it all gets wierd, if i ever leave this world alive, so when in doubt just call my name, just before you go insane, if i ever leave this world, hey i may never leave this world, but if i ever leave this world alice, she says im okay; im alright, though you have gone from my life, you said that it would, now everything should be alright, she says that im okay; im alright, though you have gone from my life, you said that it would, now everything should be all right, yeah it should be alright" Flogging molly- if i ever leave this world alive