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[i_am_torn]

Smile he said
Laugh he said
Cry she did
Sob she did
Cheer up he said
Let me help he said
No she said
Leave she said
Please he cried
Please again
No she screamed
No she sighed
Let me stay he begged
I'll fix it he pleaded
I don't think so she replied
I'm confused she said
What's wrong? He asked
Nothing she said
But you're crying he replied
Yes, I am. she said
But why? He inquired
Not sure she said
Well I'll be here til you know he told her
Thank you
Thank you so much she said

*not sure where this came out of*
this is like how max is with me... regardless of ... how i am... he takes care of me and fixes like everything.

today is our 14 months lol
it is still strong
and still the best
and omg feeling
and wow
and like everything in the world is good
and yeah ♥

school over in 6 days
my birthday on monday

i'm a'sited

i dont know why.

lol...

17 FINALLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
geeeez took a WHOLE damn year lol

i need a job
still.

whole foods maybe.

something up and out and about.

im also gonna volunteer.
for community service...

it will be a good summer

[[Stuff to Accomplish list]]
Driving MY car to SAN DIEGO
Venice Beach
China Town
Tanning
Swimming
Beach
Six Flags
Disneyland
Parties
Workin out lotsss
Camping
Making lots of money
and having a good job
the list goes on and on.
yesss

summer 05 = the shit

i will hang out with my friends
i will keep merging groups and we will have a mega group

not much on the agenda this weekend...
today me and mel are chillin then we're having a thing for aurora @ me casa

sunday is a dodger game (YEAH!!!)

monday = my bday/spanish final

tuesday = english final... GAY

wednesday = ?

thursday = 1/2 day/pres report

friday = last day of school and max graduates

saturday = fun DAY

sunday = going to san diego MAYBE

im stoked. i love you guys.