Wow, that is all I can say
I have some really weird people in my life that I am slowly getting rid of. Seems ignoring people doesn't do the trick, nicely telling them to bug off doesn't do the trick. I really have no other choice but to be mean sometimes. So when people give me a hard time for being a bitch, fuck off.
I think with some time and positive energy I can be friends with a certain someone without feeling hate towards him anymore. The hate wasn't really hate. Just anger, at myself for being so god damn foolish. I really hate when I am stupid and foolish.
Found out today that the mother of a kid I use to go to high school with tans here. She told me she is gonna tell him I work here. So I guess he might be stopping by? I dunno. If he does I think it will be interesting to see what he is up to. Plus I wouldn't mind seeing him again. I use to have a big soft spot for him, so we will see how it goes, if it goes.
My roomie might be forcing me to go out with her so she can meet up with some guy she has been talking to on myspace. I told her at 36 years old she really shouldn't be so obsessive with this myspace bullshit. But whatever. I guess in some ways she is desperate for companionship and none of the guys she knows in person seem to be perfect enough for her. Eh. If you ask me she threw away a great boyfriend for stupid little trivial reason. Oh well, it isn't my life to judge.
Gonna close up after this last customer leaves. Thank God today is over. It was more busy then I had expected.
I think with some time and positive energy I can be friends with a certain someone without feeling hate towards him anymore. The hate wasn't really hate. Just anger, at myself for being so god damn foolish. I really hate when I am stupid and foolish.
Found out today that the mother of a kid I use to go to high school with tans here. She told me she is gonna tell him I work here. So I guess he might be stopping by? I dunno. If he does I think it will be interesting to see what he is up to. Plus I wouldn't mind seeing him again. I use to have a big soft spot for him, so we will see how it goes, if it goes.
My roomie might be forcing me to go out with her so she can meet up with some guy she has been talking to on myspace. I told her at 36 years old she really shouldn't be so obsessive with this myspace bullshit. But whatever. I guess in some ways she is desperate for companionship and none of the guys she knows in person seem to be perfect enough for her. Eh. If you ask me she threw away a great boyfriend for stupid little trivial reason. Oh well, it isn't my life to judge.
Gonna close up after this last customer leaves. Thank God today is over. It was more busy then I had expected.