Aug 16, 2008 16:56
This was probably the most ridiculous weekend in a long time. Let's recap shall we?
-you #1 revealed that the reason you are the way you are today is because of what I did
-I finally apologized and owned up to what I did
-You #1 and I were about 2 seconds away from entering that guest bedroom
-You #2 lost your cool and admitted what you had done to me, and called right as I had my foot in the bedroom door.
-You #3 revealed that maybe things aren't as black and white as you'd like me to think, through a text, how classy.
-You #1 royally fucked up with that one little 'joke'
-I had an epiphany, and left you#1 sleeping in bed while I jetted my ass back to San Jose
Why?
Not because I haven't forgiven you, it was one joke, one statement, and it was probably true. I'm avoiding you because I don't really need you around, and that's every 'you'. But I think with some people it's been pretty obvious for a long time. However, deep down I still clung to a certain individual who embodied what I know I needed. The funny thing is, I still admit you have importance, but I don't really care to keep you around.
Talk about having a 'The Awakening' moment.