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Hey all. Hah! I haven't updated in a LONG ass time. Sorry, I've started writing in a personal journal and I write to that more now... but I'll try to keep this updated, I SWEAR. Anyway, so far everything has been OK. Just a LOT of school. Mostly Honors IB/AP classes that I'm taking this year. I've never experienced so much homework, but I learn to damn much in those classes, it's unbelievable, they're almost life changing. Halloween is coming up. I can't believe it's here already... I remember my first party with Ian, Graham, Dana, GT, Keyla, Vanessa and Laura. Wow, time flies by so fast. For those of you that haven't seen my mask... here it is. http://www.screamteam.com/newpage/theclown.htm
Homecoming is coming up right before Halloween, the day before actually. Ian is going with Ashley and is nominated for Homecoming court! Go Ian, my bro has gotten what he deserved. Also, speaking of Homecoming, him and Ashley want me to go... I really don't know what to say... I mean dances aren't really my thing... I tried dancing at Prom, but I can't do it... PLUS they're going I think with James and Taylor who are going together. I don't want to be the 5th wheel of the group and stand by the punch bowl. Sounds lame, but that's what I expect if I did go. I REALLY appreciate what they're doing for me, but I dunno. I'll just have to think about it. Ian is I think my closest friend that I have right now and have had for a LONG time and him going to this dance with someone makes me happy. VERY happy. He deserves it. GO IAN.
Anyway... referring to the stress... Senior year is supposed to be easy??? NO. IT ISN'T. I know I'm taking THE hardest classes on campus, but even those whos took them said it was easier. As much as I love the classes and the poeple in them, I hate having to do the work.... I know everybody does, but I'm just not used to THIS much homework EVERY night. Coming from mostly non-IB classes, this is a very different change. The homework load and learning curve that I have to deal with, band leadership (BIG ONE), friends and me trying to fit in a job at Starbucks. It doesn't mix. I just have to tough it out and get my head above water and fight opposing currents... I don't want to drown in this sea of confusion and stress... Anyway, I think I will updating more than usual, look for my entries! Oh and please comment so I know people are reading... lol, thanks.
Have a good night.
-Matt
PS: VEGAS TOURNAMENT THIS WEEKEND.
Homecoming is coming up right before Halloween, the day before actually. Ian is going with Ashley and is nominated for Homecoming court! Go Ian, my bro has gotten what he deserved. Also, speaking of Homecoming, him and Ashley want me to go... I really don't know what to say... I mean dances aren't really my thing... I tried dancing at Prom, but I can't do it... PLUS they're going I think with James and Taylor who are going together. I don't want to be the 5th wheel of the group and stand by the punch bowl. Sounds lame, but that's what I expect if I did go. I REALLY appreciate what they're doing for me, but I dunno. I'll just have to think about it. Ian is I think my closest friend that I have right now and have had for a LONG time and him going to this dance with someone makes me happy. VERY happy. He deserves it. GO IAN.
Anyway... referring to the stress... Senior year is supposed to be easy??? NO. IT ISN'T. I know I'm taking THE hardest classes on campus, but even those whos took them said it was easier. As much as I love the classes and the poeple in them, I hate having to do the work.... I know everybody does, but I'm just not used to THIS much homework EVERY night. Coming from mostly non-IB classes, this is a very different change. The homework load and learning curve that I have to deal with, band leadership (BIG ONE), friends and me trying to fit in a job at Starbucks. It doesn't mix. I just have to tough it out and get my head above water and fight opposing currents... I don't want to drown in this sea of confusion and stress... Anyway, I think I will updating more than usual, look for my entries! Oh and please comment so I know people are reading... lol, thanks.
Have a good night.
-Matt
PS: VEGAS TOURNAMENT THIS WEEKEND.