Go sob in your bed if life is twice as pretty once you're dead.
First day of school today. I really didn't want to go back. It wasn't so bad - it went by extremely fast - but, I still loathe it. Homework sucks ass and so does art class. I have to finish this stupid project that's due monday.. and now I am working all weekend. SUCKY. I hate school.
"I just want to be with you, right here with you, just like this. I just want to hold you close, feel your heart so close to mine."
You could say I am pathetic, but I believe differently.
So, on friday, it's one month. For me and Matt. It seems crazy, but it's true. And I am going to be positive and say "At least I get to see him, even if it's only for a little while.". I am anticipating it. I haven't seen him since monday... which was just a couple of days ago... and it's not that long ago, but whatever. It's not like I can't say I don't miss him already.
Tomorrow might not be all that bad. I might be going to a movie tomorrow night, but not sure which one or who with. It all depends on what kind of mood my mother is in. Hopefully a good one.
I finally figured out what time I work next, and for once, I am completely glad I work all weekend. Then I won't be at home, doing things that don't matter. And I might even be able to have a life and do something over the weekend. Haha. I even miss church on sunday :). Lucky for me.
"I just want to be with you, right here with you, just like this. I just want to hold you close, feel your heart so close to mine."
You could say I am pathetic, but I believe differently.
So, on friday, it's one month. For me and Matt. It seems crazy, but it's true. And I am going to be positive and say "At least I get to see him, even if it's only for a little while.". I am anticipating it. I haven't seen him since monday... which was just a couple of days ago... and it's not that long ago, but whatever. It's not like I can't say I don't miss him already.
Tomorrow might not be all that bad. I might be going to a movie tomorrow night, but not sure which one or who with. It all depends on what kind of mood my mother is in. Hopefully a good one.
I finally figured out what time I work next, and for once, I am completely glad I work all weekend. Then I won't be at home, doing things that don't matter. And I might even be able to have a life and do something over the weekend. Haha. I even miss church on sunday :). Lucky for me.