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So, I am pretty much not having a good day at all.
Of course, I never do.
I am really disappointed. Matt isn't coming over tomorrow. We were going to spend New Years Eve together, but for some fucking reason he thinks my mother hates him. I don't blame him for being scared of her, but I mean, my mother doesn't HATE people.
So, I told him I didn't want him to feel uncomfortable, and that he didn't have to come if he didn't want to. I told him not to come. He said "Okay".
Well, I just shoved my foot in my mouth again.
I want him to come so much. I want to see him, but I just have to mess everything up for myself all the time.
Also, this whole day hasn't been that good because all of my friends hate my boyfriend. And that's not good. And it brought me down a little bit. Actually, a lot.
Being in a relationship isn't easy, and this past week has not been easy in the least. It's been extremely hard. And I just feel like crawling in a hole.
Of course, I never do.
I am really disappointed. Matt isn't coming over tomorrow. We were going to spend New Years Eve together, but for some fucking reason he thinks my mother hates him. I don't blame him for being scared of her, but I mean, my mother doesn't HATE people.
So, I told him I didn't want him to feel uncomfortable, and that he didn't have to come if he didn't want to. I told him not to come. He said "Okay".
Well, I just shoved my foot in my mouth again.
I want him to come so much. I want to see him, but I just have to mess everything up for myself all the time.
Also, this whole day hasn't been that good because all of my friends hate my boyfriend. And that's not good. And it brought me down a little bit. Actually, a lot.
Being in a relationship isn't easy, and this past week has not been easy in the least. It's been extremely hard. And I just feel like crawling in a hole.